so this isn't really about anything, but i guess it is at the same time.

So today it was eighty degrees outside and today I decided to jump in my pool. The water began splashing and piling all around me and wetting my hair as I stood in the middle, still and alone. I was still and I guess it would make more sense if I told you it was thunderstorming outside, but if I had you would have thought I was particularly insane for doing such a silly, ludacris thing. That is until my neighbor decided to jump in the seemingly dark blue water as well. And then I felt a little bit less crazy. Like if someone else was doing it with me it must not be so bad. He's quite older than me, I think, because I've never been in school with him and he graduated before I got to the high school. And I wasn't really interested in why he jumped in the pool with me until he tugged at my fingers and they started to feel like they were falling off. Then he told me to get out of the pool. And then he told me to follow him. And so, I did just that.

reasons i love saturday mornings

1. running/soccer games makes me feel good about myself
2. i'm never in a rush to get anywhere
3. i don't work them
4. friends, neighbors, family, i swear someone new is here every weekend
5. (when it's nice outside) laying outside by the pool
6. reading without a deadline
7. popsicles? yea. popsicles.
8. hot cocoa, despite the fact that i have that every morning regardless
9. right now, the random really cute little kid in my backyard.

things that i hate & love at the same time.

1. when people tickle me
2. fainting
3. ice cream
4. running
5. going to work
6. blistering hot weather
7. going to school
8. having a crush
9. touch screen phones
10. pictures

Because you should know by now that my taste in music doesn't match up at all:

my favorite movies are so random.

they don't match up with eachother at all

1. Pearl Harbor
2. Valley Girl
3. Up in the Air

and The Great Gatspy is up there too. but mostly it's just my favorite book so the movie makes me happy as well. a great gatspy shirt would probably be the coolest present ever, just saying. i wish i could write as good as this man:

“Daisy began to sing with the music in a husky, rhythmic whisper, bringing out a meaning in each word that it had never had before and would never have again. When the melody rose, her voice broke up sweetly, following it, in a way contralto voices have, and each change tipped out a little of her warm human magic upon the air.”
-F. Scott Fitzgerald

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.. at cedar point

1. seagull dropping a dead fish two feet infront of my face
2. ashley having a panic attack while we were sitting inside the witches wheel because she saw a spider (it was crazy though)
3. philip's titty-twister bruising matt.
4. katie getting thrown up on :(
5. flash mob.. never happening ugh
6. talking about Lost almost nonstop
7. playing my fishing app on the bus LOUDLY
8. brendan's obnoxious ringtone
9. sunscreen (looks like birdpoop when thrown from a height)
10. (not) doing our physics worksheets
11. officially getting my season pass
12. halle putting her hand in throw up :(
13. blacking out on rides
14. too much sunscreen, but still too much sunburn
15. candy cigarettes
16. this number is sawyer's number on Lost (he's my favoritest favoritest favorite)
17. eating dan's icecream
18. being obnoxious to ashley
19. EVERYTHING.

so i really wanted to post a song by The Cure

But you see the song I wanted to post didn't have any good music videos on youtube. Like, the ones that were decent enough videos to watch, had bad quality sound. And I like quality. But the one with the quality sound was just a blue backround with lyrics. LAME. Nonetheless, if you feel the want to listen to it you can look up the song Just Like Heaven by them and I'm sure you'll find it with no problem. Instead, I give you this:


p.s. it's only the extended one because on the normal version the 'embedded code was disabled upon request.' so yes.

this song will never get old in my book.